Mood:Sick
Song of Choice:"Loves me not" by Papa Roach
Topic: confused
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 5 Weeks and 4 day
Days Until Spring Break:37
Man! God I hate people so much...really I do especially people with that damned "I like you" shit going on...Okay okay let me explain.
Daniel called last night and we had a long like 4 hour long convo basically just interigation no real trivial convo you know but then it came to a point where we asked one anothers opinions aobut ourselves. Now a few things happened he gave me this interesting abstract answer that I adored but wanted explained.
First he said that he was describing the Kim Hernandez that exsisted in his mind and no one elses (which makes sense because of perception the Kim I am to Lisette isn't the Kim I am to Peter but yeah) so he said that I have a mystic about my aura and that I was playful and he found that very cute and thus found me very cute. So I sat there being confused and just like oh my and so I asked him to explain the playful thing because I'm really a very mean person most of the time and being called cute is not an everyday occurance now being called bitch hoe and slut are so yes anyway.
The way he put it didn't make sense to me and so the way he set it up made it sound like I had done something wrong he started of with "well what do you think a guy thinks when a girl is always messing with him poking at him and huging him and calling him your favorite toy" I do I call him my favorite toy because her in Hinnesville I hate just about everything and many days Daniel is the saving grace you know he'll smile or wave from across the room and that makes everything okay just for a little bit you know.
Well after that he was like "yeah well my friends picked on me because you paid me so much attention they thought you liked me and what ever and that bothered me" and I was like whoa did I do something wrong? and well I asked him to explain but the phone died and htat was it you know. So well I mean you know I didn't mean to cause him trouble you know because if anything that's the last thing I want to do and well he didn't sound angry but he didn't explain it well you know he said that he was confused because well he thought I was flirting with him which I don't think I was because I can do anything to him and he kinda ignores me so I'm just acting like a little kid you know and well he said that after I asked him whether he liked me or not he revised this opionion but he never said to what.
so I mean that kinda stuff confuses me...so I don't know I mean if he wants me to leave him alone I will but you know I just don't know I'm confused...really him Lisette Nancy and Jonnell are the only people I like down here everyone else kinda just is and they all suck so I hope he's not mad at me
Song of Choice:"Loves me not" by Papa Roach
Topic: confused
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 5 Weeks and 4 day
Days Until Spring Break:37
Man! God I hate people so much...really I do especially people with that damned "I like you" shit going on...Okay okay let me explain.
Daniel called last night and we had a long like 4 hour long convo basically just interigation no real trivial convo you know but then it came to a point where we asked one anothers opinions aobut ourselves. Now a few things happened he gave me this interesting abstract answer that I adored but wanted explained.
First he said that he was describing the Kim Hernandez that exsisted in his mind and no one elses (which makes sense because of perception the Kim I am to Lisette isn't the Kim I am to Peter but yeah) so he said that I have a mystic about my aura and that I was playful and he found that very cute and thus found me very cute. So I sat there being confused and just like oh my and so I asked him to explain the playful thing because I'm really a very mean person most of the time and being called cute is not an everyday occurance now being called bitch hoe and slut are so yes anyway.
The way he put it didn't make sense to me and so the way he set it up made it sound like I had done something wrong he started of with "well what do you think a guy thinks when a girl is always messing with him poking at him and huging him and calling him your favorite toy" I do I call him my favorite toy because her in Hinnesville I hate just about everything and many days Daniel is the saving grace you know he'll smile or wave from across the room and that makes everything okay just for a little bit you know.
Well after that he was like "yeah well my friends picked on me because you paid me so much attention they thought you liked me and what ever and that bothered me" and I was like whoa did I do something wrong? and well I asked him to explain but the phone died and htat was it you know. So well I mean you know I didn't mean to cause him trouble you know because if anything that's the last thing I want to do and well he didn't sound angry but he didn't explain it well you know he said that he was confused because well he thought I was flirting with him which I don't think I was because I can do anything to him and he kinda ignores me so I'm just acting like a little kid you know and well he said that after I asked him whether he liked me or not he revised this opionion but he never said to what.
so I mean that kinda stuff confuses me...so I don't know I mean if he wants me to leave him alone I will but you know I just don't know I'm confused...really him Lisette Nancy and Jonnell are the only people I like down here everyone else kinda just is and they all suck so I hope he's not mad at me
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